Its so obvious that mercury is screaming round the sun backwards today. What a frustrating day, with things within things wrong, and i'm feeling that there are too many people, too much intrusion... need to hide under the covers and not let anyone in for a day. I am getting a bunch of texts from D asking me to fly out to NY in january with Lisa and Jeff for his birthday, too much money that i dont have and I dont know if i will be able to come up with it. Lisa is likely to be able to go, so even thinking about a trip with just her and D is crazy within itself! at least its assumed no one will be cracked out on stuff.. i dont know, i have to get through the holidays first!
and im still getting over this cold its been a week. I am taking dayquil still and wishing that i could just breathe easy at this point.
K has been odd this week too, not so unusual for her, but still odd. i got kicked out last saturday night for having a tokie in the garage after she went to bed... last night matt and i had a bowl right in front of her while we were fixing his truck hood and she didnt seem to mind... its confusing.
ok so the good things this week; Yesterday i got to meet Vernice Armour, "Fly Girl' - the first african american female combat helicopter pilot and she is so cool and inspiring! i got her book signed, would love to hear more stories from her and hope that high energy she has rubs off on me, i could use some positive vibes right now.